Painful

Whats wrong with me
Why am I never good enough
To see him already married
Is so incredibly tough

Why do you fall in love
After me every time
I try my best
But I'm always the slime

I keep getting hurt
Again and again
Ill never be the one
Ill always be the sin

The one whos not worth it
Not worth your time and pain
How can I be that one
The one you retain

My heart is broke
It doesnt want to try
Thinking of the pain
Just makes me want to cry

What do I do now
Do I go on with life
Never able to have the title
Of someones wonderful wife