Tell Him To Please

I cry because your not around
And tear because i don't hear your voice's sound
Why did you have to go so soon
I cry either day or noon
I'm tired of having no one to run to when in trouble
Is my pain really answerable
I miss you more than anything
I guess you were my everything
I loved you more each day
And even if your dead with you my heart will stay
Do you even think of me when your in heaven
Without you all i have is depression
I cant believe your not here with me
With you is where i have to be
So give god a message for me please
Tell him to kill me
I'm on my hands and knees