The feeling starts
The tear drops
The sobbing begins
The tears pour
The sobbing becomes more, a hurt beyond belief
The world is stopping
Thoughts of you are ending
I stand up and wipe my eyes
I look in the mirror
And I say to myself, All from the oldest memories of
you. All from thoughts of me and you.
All because I remembered you.
This is what you do to me, you're the only one who's
ever done so
But fate tore us apart, and I shall never forgive you for
not fighting for me
I remember you every day,
But I cant let it tear me down
Because you're apart of me now
And I can never forget you
But now when someone talks of you?
I say, Oh yes I don't know him well, but I hear hes
nice.
The most bland, the most simplistic,
So maybe people wont catch onto the falter in my
voice,
The shine in my eye from the tear about to come,
So maybe people wont speak of you anymore, forgetting you exist
And the tears wont come,
In front of all to see
In the most vulnerable of times
The tears wont come,
The sobbing wont exist,
And thoughts of you wont pierce my heart
And thoughts of you wont kill me piece by piece
This is how I make do, from an old love with you which made me cry,
And old love with you which kills me slowly everyday,
And old love with you which turned the wrong way,
And an old love with you which I will not let defeat me
And fight day by day, as best as I can
And I'm getting tired of this war
This war with my heart which wont end
But I will not give up
And I will not be defeated.
