I told you not to love me
I told you not to care
I yelled at you to leave me,
All alone right here
I prayed you would move on
I prayed you wouldnt feel
I prayed you wouldnt me ruled by your heart tonight,
But then you looked at me,
And you held me tight,
And you said, I love you right now, tonight, and until
the end of our time.
And you kissed me,
And you promised to never let go,
And you held me until the sun came up
And you then swore that though we might be parted,
Youd never let go
But one year later,
I walked in on you
With her
And because you were older than me,
You said you were with my decision to wait,
And respected me, and loved me no matter all that.
But of course you were lying,
Because you did that deed with her
And because when you saw me all you could do was
stare
And she smiled
As though shed committed some great deed
Truthfully, youre ruled by your body
Not your heart
And so I just smiled,
And you said, Why are you smiling?
And I said, Because, Im right
And then I turned around, I closed the door,
And I walked away,
From you, from her,
From you and me
