Friends first

It's kind of cool to have a guy as your best friend. You and him have great times together and make many promises hoping not to break them no matter what happens.

In both your minds you think if a relationship was to start it would mess up everything for the both of you. But one day you have this crazy feeling that you can be his girlfriend. The girl that knows more about him then he knows about himself.

Soon or later you and him have you first kiss, it was unexpected but also a great feeling through your body. The next few days pass and no words to each other but smiles and "hello's". the next few days
are abler.

Then, out of the blue he asks you out and the only words that come out is "yes".Later that day all you can think about is how you scared to loose him as a best friend. Your both scared to brake each others hearts and to loose each other as a friend. And when that day comes your relationship goes down and the last words to say to each other is "friends first".