Nice to meet you real me

One night,
my work is done..
I sigh..
and go outside for a fresh air

I started to walk..
don't know where these feet will take me
just take me...
where problems don't exist

then,
from my far behind...
someone is calling me...
i turn my back...

and is saw a girl...
a beautiful...
but sad girl..
then, she spoke

"why?"
"why suffer me?"
"not you?"
"why me?"

"who are you?"
I said
"you don't know me?"
"I'm you not myself"

"your life is my life"
"I'm the inner Riyah"
"who always turned out to be in pain"
she added

then, I woke up
"what?"
"It's just a dream?"
I said badly..

those words that the girl told me in my dream
keep repeating in my mind.
I know the answer of her question.
It's really me...my true me...

it's my darks side
of what i truly hide