Sorry friends

I didn't want to hurt
you with all my pain
i wanted you guys to
be happy and never

sad with all this hate
I'm holding inside its
not at you it would
never be at you guys

i love my friends till
the very end they have
been there for me and
ill try to be there for them

i know i haven't been the
very best friend but i try
so hard but i know ill never
give up on my friends ever

I'm sorry to my friends if
i ever hurt you i never meant
to i hope one day you can
forgive me I'm sorry friends

ill try to put a fake smile on
my face to make you guys
think I'm OK but my friends
can always tell I'm not OK

ill try to make a fake laugh
thinking I'm happy and get to
my friends I'm happy but
they always know I'm not

they have tried so hard to
help me but they have problems
of their own so i try not to talk
about mine all the time cause

they have enough on their
plates without my stuff on top
of them so i try to keep quite
and listen to what they have to say

I'm sorry to my friends if
i ever hurt you i never meant
to i hope one day you can
forgive me I'm sorry friends

i never meant to hurt you guys
i hope you will understand i was
a big mistake in your life and i
didn't mean to stuff up your lives

ill understand one day if you don't
want to be friends anymore i will
be hurt but i know its my fault i
know you did they right thing

but my friends make a promise to
me stay strong stick together and
never give up on life like i did you
have each other to care about thats it

I'm sorry friends if i had to go so early
but it had to happen i cant stay here
and hurt you anymore i can see i am
so it will be better without me here

I'm sorry to my friends if
i ever hurt you i never meant
to i hope one day you can
forgive me I'm sorry friends.

This poem is to all my friends out there i love them to bits and I'm really sorry for everything i would love to thank Amelia,Amy,Willow,Margi,Stevie,Colin,Kelly,Bobbi and to keara. LOVE YOU GUYS THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT XOXO LOVE YA LOVE ALWAYS TAMI XOXO