Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed he was laying with you?
And all you can do is wait for the day he will care.
Have you ever loved someone so much your at the brink of crying?
Have you ever tried to find the words to tell him but they never come out right?
What do I have to do to steal your heart?
Those days feel like years because I'm all alone.
When you walk away every night, I count the steps that you take to see how much i need you right now.
When you go I cant stop thinking about you.
When you go the face i grew to love seems to be missing to long.
I hate you an then i love you,
Its like I want to throw you off a cliff then beat you to the bottom and catch you.
I wont leave you, when you say leave me alone,
because if you go down, we'll go down together.
It's weird to think about how different my life would be if i never met you.
I remember the first text message you sent me,
the first time you smiled at me,
the first time we hugged and the moment we kissed.
I remember the first time you told me you didn't want her,
and the first time I knew you'd be hard to forget.
My love for you was at the point where I couldn't go to sleep, because reality is better than any dream I had.
I'll try to be the perfect girl she seemed to be,
ill calm you down when your mad,
Ill hold your hand to make you strong and say your right when i know your wrong.
Your not my drug your just my alcohol, your not a taste your a feeling.
I fell in love with you but never said a word,
When I'm quiet and have a million things running through my mind, it only takes you to stand on my feet, nudge my shoulder or just smile at me.
From now on Ill embrace love and tell you an everyone that I love that i love them.
