Sometimes these tears rain on everyone...splashing every which way. Nobody understands my emotions but me....why? The blessings rain down on everyone else but me. There are times that I cry but never do I weep in front of my loved ones...I do not want to press my emotions on them.
It hurts to see everyone so happy and everyone running around saying that they got problems. But nobody ever looks around to see me standing there in the rain crying...Is it because nobody want's me in this cold world?
Sometimes I think about dying but then things just seem to change. Then my life falls back in to that deep hole.
The rain keeps on falling on me it pushes me down. I try to help myself but It never works the way I want it to.
Some body help me....please
