Hurts

I saw you today and didn't know what to do! It hurt my heart because i wasn't with you! It was a long time since i seen your face, I broke down in tears and fell into space! I went into a land i really didn't want to go, i just couldn't help it because i loved you so! I tried to block all the emotions that ran through my head, and most of the time i was there i wished i was dead! I couldn't stand the pain that was flowing through me, so i went away so you couldn't see! I didn't want to tell you straight to your face, because i would of been even more upset and wouldn't be able to look in your face! Every time you turned around i just looked at you, but with all the feelings i had i didn't know what to do! I wish all this pain would just go away, but you were my first love and i don't know what to say!