After all this time
I've finally realized
that you are not worth it
you don't deserve my love
all you did was hurt me
but i loved you
no matter how bad you hurt me
how hurt i was inside
my heart was in pieces because of you
but you didn't care
you kept me handing on
every word you said
even if i knew they were lies
i hoped and prayed they weren't
but i knew deep down
that you were lying
you were doing what
you have always known
you don't no how to show emotion
you cant let anyone in
i tried and tried
i loved you with all my heart
i would have done anything
you asked
i couldn't do anything more
it was dragging me down
i hated myself because
i loved you
i loved you the one person
who made my life hell
for so many years
i had enough
you made me feel it was all my fault
i didn't think there was any chance
of repairing all the damage you had done
but i was wrong
I'm getting on with my life now
I'm through with you
yes i still love you
but not the way i used to
i love you but i would never have you back
not now
not ever
you think i would any day
you couldn't be so wrong
Ive found someone now
someone who deserves my love
someone who i know i can trust
someone who i know will never hurt me
like you did
