Here I am,
Waitin for something tht wud neva happen,
Knowin ill b shocked,
N fall in a sudden,
I used to cri ma self to sleep,
I used to smile at u when ma heart skipped its beats,
But in a sec.
U made ma lyf a disaster
U ruined it on purpose,
U made me die faster,
I cudnt believe I was passin away,
Wid da suicide weapon heated on tht tray,
I thought abt it,
Its noway to keep goin,
I must find a way,
To stop ma pain from growin,
I discovered something,
Tht no1 deverves a tear of mine,
Jus ignore him,
N live lyf..sooo fine…