Father

An adult is what I am becoming
You have manage to stay away
But now you come back
Expecting me to listen to the words you have to say

F**k your apologize
I could care less
Where were you the nights of torture
When I longed for my final rest

All my life I wanted something with
I wanted you to be there
Someone to hold me
Someone to care

That was too much for you to handle
Too much for you to bare
Because when I needed you most
You didn't bother to share

Daddy, A word I use lightly
Just so you know
I didn't need you then
And If I need you now better believe I wont show

I live a life of depression
Longing for your touch
But really now I notice
That was really just too much