Even within my own home, I feel really hesitant and insecure
The things I must face each day are what I'm forced to endure
It is just excruciating to see and notice with my own eyes
That whenever I need suggestions, they'd advise me with lies
When I'm inside my room chilling and doing my homework,
Either one of my parents would be yelling and going berserk
They just don't know when to stop fighting or arguing
Can they understand that their children are fully watching?
It's a damn shame this family can't get their acts together
Unless if someone comes into our household and becomes our savior
Also, the time when I need some type of relief and comfort
My family would tell me to just go find myself a resort
And stay and hang around there until I feel like I'm ready to come back
Then again, I wish I'd never come home because of the joys that lack
My serene patience is just about ready to have a meltdown
If I am forced to stay here any longer, I'd might as well drown
Or if I must be constrained or be forced to do some turgidity
I would just perhaps, without thinking, hang myself with solemnity
Each night, I'd always ask myself if this happens to be my fate
Whether or not this intuition can hope for the best at this rate
The limited things I swear I will do and be, later on in the future
Are prematurely goals that I undoubtedly hope for granted with leisure
One day, I'll guide those whom are distressed with their own existence
Then, they'll feel they're important, which will make a vast difference
Maybe later on, they'll be the ones to relieve those whom are hurting
Because of what they've gone through with years of pain and suffering
If there are at least a few warm, gentle people out there in humanity
Then with those rare amount, things can change for a healthier unity
