DEPRESSED

Depression is all i feel right now at this point in my life
people hurting me and leaving me and i just dont fell right
homies dying and im left crying alone before i sleep at night
no one is there to hold me in there arms and let me know it'll be alright
sad love songs play over and over in my head
i wish i can just go back and do it all again
go back to when i had no worries at all
go back to when i didnt feel like in every direction i go i run into a brick wall
my heart hurts and my chest feels heavy
im tired of feeling like im dumped on while i try to keep things steady
i feel like running i want no one to see my face
i feel like running because i feel so out of place
i dont love myself enough i know i have low self-esteem
people say i shouldnt but they dont see what i see
they dont see the lies, the stories and failures i made in my life
they dont know how hard it is trying to make it right
they dont know how easily people tare me down
they dont know how hard it is to fake this upside down frown
im depressed and im feeling lonely inside
im depressed and its ruining my life