Im trying to reach the surface
To breathe in real air
Im tired from waking
From hundreds of nightmares
Youre there
Everywhere
And whenI grab hold of sanity
I lose grip
So quick
I fall down
Again into the cold, hard ground
Cuz youll never care again
But you never cared the first time
You sat on the side and watched me cry
Why did you set my hopes so high?
Wereyou happy to see me crash?
To see me lose sight of whats best
I was already breaking before
My heart was already cracked
And you let me suffer
Through another heart atttack
