Somethings wrong

You dont know me, and you never will
You get what you want and I get sh**
Lifes so unfair
And he will never care
So why should I care

Something must be wrong with me
Everynight I cry To sleep
Sadness comes over me instantly
And it controls all of me

Im so sick of who I am
Once Im happy, I second guess
And I never take a chance
Cuz once I take a step
I fall again
Then I trip
And break again
I slip, and hate him, again
Im trying not to fall into
The ghost of what never was