Awaiting

When i grew up..
it has been tough
for everyday of my life

for i stayed at home
with the one
who always screams and fights

when the next morning arrives
i then go outside
awaiting..for the bus

my day then turns out perfect
for another
escape for what happens most

i see my friends...
i am soo happy
i dont pout or frown

hopefully it stays that way
another time around

but when the time comes
i head for home
its what i regret the most

to see the same thing
i do everyday
i then hide most

7 years later
it then became worse
for everytime he yells at me
i always got to burst

at that time it came more violent
so now, i watch out
for the one, i love most
because she brings me .no doubt

1 year later
we move away
but still with the one

for now i dont feel good at all
half the time i bawl

the school here
i appear
lonley and scared

for now i seem
a different person
i feel unwanted and more

now i have
not much friends
for it is my first year

i miss the the ones i know most
for they were always there

so i hope next year ill see
the ones i care........

if theyre still there