Selfish Memories Haunt My Existance.

All the times I hurt you, every time I let you down.
Are now a selfish memory haunting my existence.
In the pain from these memories, I'm starting to drown.

Trying to suppress the thought of you from my mind.
But I keep thinking about all the things we didn't do,
It's hard to live like this, a reason to be is harder to find.

Wish I wasn't so selfish, thought about you, not only me.
Maybe if I wouldn't have always declined the invitation.
I would be less miserable, a little more happy.

These selfish memories, they haunt me every night.
Why did I have to do that to you?
Now I live with a feeling of regret, a continuous fright.

My existence, I am starting to question.
I am afraid, the pain will soon over power my life
I don't even sleep anymore, I think I failed to mention.

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