"All the times I hurt you, every time I let you down.
Are now a selfish memory haunting my existence."

wow... amazing poem!! I don't know if this is based on your life, but if it is, know that people make mistakes in life. We're all human and sometimes, our impulse takes over and overruns our judgement and moral values. But, "forgiveness is a virtue"... and in time, people often do learn to forgive the person they love.

Take care and good luck with the contest =]
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