They say love is supposed to be everything, give you that sense of completion, the happiness that completes you and makes every thing else in the world not seem so important, it gives you memories to last a lifetime and being happy just doesnâ??t cut it. It makes everything make sense and even if its complicated it doesnâ??t matter, and when everything else is terrible but between your relationship everything is so good.. everything else just feels, so good. But then in the end threreâ??s not much you remember, you remember one day, one moment, a few words.. nothing else. I always found it so weird how days, weeks, months and years can always somehow come down to one moment and then its over. And now.. I hate you. I hate you so much for making me love you, and making me believe you. I hate that you took soo much from me without having a clue. I hate you for making me feel like I was obligated to you without knowing it, and telling me I loved you.. and making me believe it. I hate you for giving me a love I would not forget, deny or regret at any cost. I hate you.. because I love you so much. Iâ??m the option that you never chose, but you kept me an option long enough for me to make u that priority that always came first often before myself, which made me lose sight of any self respect, that I often faked. Youâ??re my everything, and I want the best for you, which is me.. no one will ever love you like I do. But.. see the thing is, i'm to good for you. I deserve to give someone a love they would never forget, deny, or regret.. and I deserve for someone to accept it. Being that I loved you so much.. my love still exists for you, more then anyone elseâ??s ever will. Only difference is you wont ever feel it again, because with love its all a sense of feeling, knowing and believing. I never felt love from you only for you, you never let me know the real you, but you knew me more then I knew myself, I told you truth and only truth.. but everything I believed from you was a lie.. and no matter what you were to tell me as of now wouldnâ??t matter, I donâ??t believe in you anymore.
