Just be here

How can I be strong?
When your not here for me
How can my tears stop falling?
When your not here to catch them
How can I laugh when all I do is cry?
How can I find happiness?
When I don't wanna be in this life

I've tried so hard
To beat it this time
But how can I accept something
I don't wanna let in,
I don't wanna let you in.

Is this world falling down?
Or is it just being ripped from underneath me
Cant lift my head high
When I hate everything that lies within me
Just hold me tight and don't let my pain
Seep through my cracks

I've tried so hard
But how can I be strong?
When your not here for me
How can my tears stop falling?
When your not here to catch them
How can I laugh when all I do is cry?
How can I find happiness?
When I don't want you in my life.