I sit there
staring at you
wondering what you are thinking
what you are going to do next
i hate seeing you like this
you make me laugh
you make me smile
but as i watch you
all i want to do is cry
i want to reach out to you
give you a hug
but you wont let me
you wont let anyone
you could have achieved so much
you still can
maybe you dont want to
maybe you like your life
the way it is
full of crimes and addictions
remember
it wasnt always like that
remember back then
when you
wore that uniform
so proud
everyone so proud of you
look at you now
look what you have become
i wish i could help you
maybe you dont want my help though
but i cant sit here
watching you waste your life away
i cant bear it
i have to turn
and look the other way
