Mirror

Hi my name is Allen,
I have a secret to tell, about me
with words for you to see.

I was a girl that had everything,
a girl who was loved.
I grew up in a loving home
with so many dreams above.

I was a girl who had it all.
A girl with pretty clothes.
Though, deep inside i had nothing
and this, you should know.

I felt, not wanted
all the time i saw myself in the mirror,
i felt unbeautiful
and this feeling grew bigger.

Each day became an obsession
of the way I looked.
I felt horrible and felt like people judged, each step I took.

Out of all I was the skinniest.
All i wanted was to be pretty,
to have a curvaceous body just like he other girls.
comments always made me dizzy.

I hated the way i looked.
But now, things have change
I've stop thinking that way though
it still feels a little strange.

But I'm making a change
to create a better me.
I will make it. I'm sure i will.
Cause I'm done feeling gloomy.