I remember when you smiled and said everything was okay

I remember when u smiled
And said everything was okay
Now I know why u didn't say it
Before you walked away

I still think of you
Before I close my eyes
Most times I can't take it
And I break down and cry

I feel like I'm losing...
In this never ending game
I messed up my life
You just looked back in shame

I'm picking up the pieces
And Re-building the walls
My heart forever demolished
But I promise I won't fall

I remember when you smiled
And said everything was okay
Now I wish you'd never said it
Cause I realize its not...each and every day