When your sober

Here I am again
Up against the wall
Waiting for an angel

Look what we have become
House of torture and h e l l

Why do you have to hurt me?
It lasts forever
Because I bruise easily

Why do you have to hit me?
It makes me feel like nothing
Because I have no self-esteem

I miss the times, when everything was simple
You gave me hugs and I was little
Now youve become a monster
Its like Im not your daughter
I am your victim

You give me a hug
But your back is hiding knives
You give me love
Then you leave me so frightened

You throw things
You punch me
You slap my arm hard
I dont feel safe here
Im shaking
Im so scared

And I cant even blame alcohol
Cuz you do this when your sober