Still alive, but barely breathing

Im scared, so scared
How do I get out of here alive?
You dont care, oh I know you dont care
But that doesnt make it right
All I want is some shelter
From your hurt and your abuse
But what I want doesnt matter
So whats the use

Mommy please stop
Your tearing me apart
It hurts so much, when you call me that
It hurts even more, when you do that
Im sorry, Im imperfect
I s u c k, I know I do
But do you have to remind me
Everytime Im around you
Mommy I want you to know
Its taking all of my will not to go
Cuz I know underneath the knives, there is care
If only someday, you would prove the love is always there