Our friendship has been off and on for years now
i never thought i would loose you forever
and i loved you more than all my other friends
but now i see that i did loose you forever
and it makes me really sad
i know im the one that ended our friendship this time
but now i know who lied to who
im sorry that i ended it over a guy
but that guy has lied to me about you
just to see how easy he could ruin us
i loved this guy so much
didnt think he could do any harm to me
but then i found out who he really is inside
and torn me up so much that i wanted to die
i was so mad at you that i never did miss you at all
but then i found out that he lied to me about you
and i started to cry so hard
and felt really... dumb to believe him over you
now i know how much i missed you
i just blocked it out before
now you have your baby and is happy
happy without me
so i called you to let you know i still care
you said that you'll call me back
but you never did
thats when i reliazed how much i screwed up
i lost you forever and feel really misable without you
after i lost you i lost everyone cuz i didnt care for myself
now im new and realized how bad i need you
you have always been there for me at all times
now you are not here and im going crazy
all i do at night is cry now cuz you run across my mind
then i found out that our parents dont want us to be friends
do you know how bad that hurts me
i know we are up and down ande i do some shit that isnt opk with you
but we are always going to be up and down but who isnt
every friendship has its up and downs though
i want to fix our friendship so we wont be up and down
i want us to be the perfect friends that there can be
i know its hard for you to believe me cuz how many times i have lied to you before
but i swear i changed and dont try not to lie anymore
its going to be hard at first for us but it will get better
im going crazy with out you now
i dont know what else to do now
im lost in my own life
i lost all my good friends but really dont care for them besides you
your the only one im worried about now
i really dont want our friendship to end like this at all
so please try and forgive me and come back to me
