Shattered Soul & A Scarred Heart.

This morning I woke up and the sun wouldn't shine.
I wondered why, just thought and thought.
Then I remembered, you are no longer mine.

I feel like I have lost everything,
I am going crazy because your not around.
You might be gone, but I will continue fighting.

Your not making this easy, but it isn't exactly hard.
I don't know what it is, if only I could think straight.
You have left my soul shattered, and my heart scarred.

It's not only your fault, I am to blame also.
I brought it on myself, always pushing you away.
I want to move on, but my stupid heart won't let go.

I still love you, but am no longer in love.
My thoughts are confused, my heart torn and bruised.
Without you, I don't exactly know what to think of.

Sometimes I think I am better off alone,
But other times I think this is for the best.
Maybe my love for you has simply become outgrown.

::Well, it's not the best. But like all my other ones, it's how I have felt, meaning no my boyfriend and I have not broken up::