Lost Happiness

My concience prepares to scream
All reality turns into a dream
Hope is lost, help me find it again
Now is the time I really need a friend

An outcast lost in society
Is anyone here to help me
Watch me as I fall down
Struggling to get off the ground

My life isn't going as planned
messed up start all over again
Clock's ticking, I'm running out of time
Loosing balance and I'm falling out of line

It's been years since I've smiled
Woken up with tears as a child
Wishing for a life of someone else
Anyone other than myself