So hard to say goodbye

I will never understand why God took you away me,
Took you away from the place you truly needed to be.
There where so many things that I wanted to say
But I'd never that I would have to say them to you in this way.
So many things that you never got a chance to here,
So I guess now I have to say them through my tears.
I miss your smile, laugh and your touch,
Man! Miguel I miss and love you so much.

No way Doobie did I forget about you,
Man! My nig I remember the day I met you.
You where outside on gaskill riding your bike,
Member? Cus you called me out my name and we almost had a fight.
But we was cool and we became the coolest friends,
Pretty soon we started calling each other cousins.

Now Stevie you know you got my heart,
Ever since that day I saw you at bushrod park.
My nig you had skills on the court,
You wouldn't let me and Vernell play, you said we where to short.
BUSHROD NIGGA "HOE OR DIE"
It really was so hard to say goodbye.

Now for the man who stayed callin me Sugadoo,
My BIG bra Ja' Mal my num. 1 dude.
Hey Mal! you remember gramps retirement party you comin' down the
soul train line,
Nig we was like; look at mal with his drunk behind.
Man that nite you tow the dance floo up,
Thinkin bout how you watched Dirrty Rel and I grow up.
Bruh you never ever missed granny Bar-B-Q's,
That's the main things I'ma miss about you.

Now looking back on all that was said,
Now I finaly understand.
That as long as I keep you in my heart,
Nothing can tear us apart.
Miguel, Doobie, Stevie and Mal will always be with me
So now I know that near GOD is where you needed to be... truly!