Ive broken down and cried so many times, now whenever i think of you i don't know what 2 d, cry even more or try and kill or cut myself because the pains 2 much for me 2 handle. i don't know what 2 do anymore. I've done something but i had 2 give it up because I'm in love with you. i thought it would keep you of my mind and make me happy. it didn't 2 say what it is its hooked up with jayden! i broke up with him because i love you i cant stop thinking about you i did it to try and make me happy as you once did. it didn't work. instead it just made me upset and sad more. i thought getting someone else other then you would make me happy again as happy as you made me. you always made me happy when ever i was down. now i lost the only people i love most not only that but my angel as well as my knight in shinning armor i love you Neal Neva forget that please
