Nobody knows what it feels like to be me.
To hurt so bad all the time and not know why.
To always want to be alone yet scared to be.
Not trusting yourself to make the right choices.
Scared everything you do will screw up something.
Knowing that you have only ever caused pain.
Never really wanted and just screwed up everyones life.
I dont know why everyone I have ever trusted has hurt me.
Dont even know why I'm still alive.
