Pain dripping from my wrists

Im Sorry for all the shit I ever said I wish I could take them back,
But soon I will be dead threw all the things that happen,
You dug youre way into my heart I wish I never met you for you tore my heart apart,
You made me think you loved me but now I see you wont,
My life will soon be ending I wish you cared but you dont,
When I have my awakening will you even be there will you show emotion will you even care?
Youre hurting my soul with cuts so deep,
Youve killed my insides so silently I weep,
If my heart could cry like the tears in my eyes they'd fill up the oceans so deep an wide,
This pain is unbearable youve torn me in two I barely loved anyone you were one of a few.
My wrists they bleed my visions they fade my eyes grow heavy everything goes grey,
Now crimson blood drizzles down my wrists your dead in my eyes with one final slit,
You are my grave I hope my tomb lies in youre heart,
Ive loved you till the end and ever since the start