A Goodbye, Forever

Was it something I did?
Was it something I said?
Tell what made you turn away
And ignore the words I say

Did I come on too strong?
Or was I asking too much?
Please explain to me
Why you left me here

Did I push you away?
Or not give you enough?
Make me understand
What was lacking in the end

Is it all my fault?
Do I deserve the pain?
Cause you can't even imagine
All you are putting me through

Going to bed alone again
Knowing I'll be missing you
Yet you don't even care enough
To say 'I miss you too'

I guess I've learned this
The really hard way
My friends always told me
But I didn't want to believe

That goodbye sometimes
Really is
F o r e v e r

** i wrote this after a pretty big heart break..i was so upset, i did not think i just kind of wrote..so it might be pretty bad.