Chasing....

Tell me what its like
to not feel like your falling
to be able to sit and think of the past
without breaking down on the spot

I wonder...could i ever think
about you and me
with out feeling this gaping hole in my chest
where my heart once was

And i know its supposed to hurt a little
cry at night, and feel lost
but I'm not just lost
I'm running after something i had

Not even sure if it ever was mine
but I'm still chasing it
running forever
never stopping to catch my breath

No one asks if I'm alright anymore
i can break down and cry
and no one even stops
no one takes a second glance

As if i didn't exist...
and i wish that i didn't
because if i didn't
i wouldn't be chasing after you