The past is gone
but i can't stop thinking about the things I've done wrong
I never wanted for things to end up this way
Thinking of the things I never did say
I guess this is the price i have to pay
I wish i could have done things differently
I wanted so badly to make you see
That i loved you and still do with my whole heart
But instead the things i said tore you apart
I'm in such pain when I hear someone say your name
I know things will never be the same
And I know I'm the one to blame
I'm not the same without you
Wish i could make you see that it's true
Instead I'm trying to come to terms that there's nothing i can do
I just want to feel your presence instead of your absence
My heart feels like it's carrying a heavy weight
I guess it's cause it knows I've lost my soul mate
I never knew you loved me so much
Until I went through the letters you've sent me they've gone for a long time untouched
I wanna hear your voice out loud
But instead we are separated by the dark clouds
Clouds that I created in your fragile heart
The clouds that keep us so far apart
Now there's nothing left for me to do except restart
