As i sit here and wonder
how shit got so bad
how everything just seemed to fall
like my whole wold was toren apart
by one event
why cant i start over and fix everything ive done
gone to far to do anything right
so many mistakes i just wish i could take back
please forgive me
i just dont know what to do
im lost just thinking of you
how much better things would be
if i had your hand to hold me through
but your gone to
why do i love you im not quit sure
but even if i was you wouldnt even care
another girl another mistake
thats all i am to you
you think cuz i love you
you can toss my heart around dont you know i cry all through the night
cant do this the pain is just so real
so much in my head
my eyes are blured with tears
how do i stop them
how do i forget about the past
just everything
i wanna smile i wanna laugh
just look what youve done to me
and to think you said that you cared
i can tell that now as youve left me here to cry
would you even care if i died
i dont think you would '
youd prolly be happy you finally got rid of me
you dont have to worry anymore
thinking of the past with tear stains down my face
did you ever really care?
ive got alot on my mind right now im going through alot of problems i just needed to get it all outt
