Imagine this...

Imagine this,
Your 14
You love your family
Although it is missing one thing
A father, a dad, your dad
Ten years ago last month
He committed suicide
You were not even 5.

Imagine this,
You have no idea who your father is,
You do not know what kind of man he is
You do not even know what he looks like
The only memories you have are ones from when you were four
You have one photo
You cherish it
It is your life.

Imagine this,
It is your dad's birthday and he is in heaven
You can not see him,
Tell him how much you love him
Or tell him how much you miss him
He committed suicide ten years ago
You were 4
And did not get to say goodbye

Imagine this is your life.
Imagine that this is what you deal with every year.
Imagine people think that they have problems, when this is what you deal with.
Imagine cuddling up to yourself each and every year.
Imagine the feeling of regret, that you did�¢??t love him enough.
Imagine living with the guilt of not saying goodbye, just because you were asleep in the next room.

Can you imagine one thing for me?
Imagine not knowing the man, who gave you life, imagine not knowing you dad.