Please forgive me lord

Why are these tears overcoming me?
why are these feeling coming back?
Why don't i want to fight them anymore?

tears running down my face,
blood dripping from my wrists,
pills covering the floor,
what have i done?

I'm sorry lord please forgive me,
Please don't take me,
I'm not ready to go just yet.

Please make her know that i love her.
Please tell my mom i am sorry.
Tell my brother i won't be at his wedding.
Let my school no i won't be attending,
and my friends no i won't be graduating.

Please lord just a few more minutes.
Tell my friends and family,
how lucky I was to have them.
Let them know I loved them.

Lord I am sorry for this
unforgivable mistake i have made.
Please forgive.