I Cried

by Cathy   Aug 1, 2007


I cried after hearing your voice on the phone
the feeling sunk in I know I'm alone
I could hear the loneliness in your voice as well
I guess we are both living in our own hell

I didn't expect to get this reaction inside
I thought I had myself figured out, instead it was my pride
my heart still holds a big piece of you
and that is something I know is true

Just that quick conversation made me realize
how much I actually love you, when I started to cry
my heart suddenly felt scared, and I had this lump in my throat
I than suddenly wished we didn't let go

When you said goodbye my heart went a mess
theres no easy way to deal with this stress
losing someone I love deeply with my whole heart
and than to realize that we are broken apart

I wanted to die at this very moment
I caught myself wondering where our love went
just one month ago today, our lives seemed well planned
and now 3 weeks later I don't understand

I want you inside, I know I really do
you were my love and I gave my heart to you
I know no other man could ever take your place
and when I look at someone new I will see your face

Each and every time a new mans by my side
I know how much harder it will be for me to hide
I miss you Ive realized, but I'm still holding on
maybe down the road I will get strong

And maybe just maybe well try it again
maybe for reals and not pretend
I like to think that along the line
things will work out better after we give it some time

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  • 17 years ago

    by Krzysztof J

    Young lady i do honestly think that both you and i feel the same, this poem is exactly how i would have reacted, in the end its next to impossible to get over the pain if you trully did love someone, and it hurts more knowing that they didnt feel the same :( i always give you 5/5 because i feel so close to your poems :)

  • 17 years ago

    by TIRED OF LOVE

    Hello again cathy..

    once again one of the best poems that i have read 5/5...keep your chin up honey..do not take that abusive man back no matter HOW much you miss him..okay..talk to you soon

  • 17 years ago

    by Cindy

    Cathy
    What a sad piece. The heartache is so apparent in your words.
    Excellent job on the emotions.
    Take Care Cindy

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