Too lost

Maybe I was too lost to realize

That I'm falling again,

Maybe I just dont want to be alive

because I have to wake up again,

Maybe I like pretending that I'm okay,

because it hides me from my own pain,

Maybe only fake smiles get me through the day,

but at night I scream because I cant take the pain.

Maybe I'll be just another pretty suicide,

because most days I just want to die,

Maybe I'm tired of living a lie,

but one day my heart wont be the only thing that dies.