It was a night shell never forget.
As she opened the window of her bedroom she never in a second though her heart was about to be shattered in a million pieces. How can an experience so beautiful be soo hurtful at the same time. She crawled out her window. Her parents had no clue. It was the first of many episodes to come. An this would start it all. As she though about how crazy it seemed. Sneakin out in the middle of the night. Starry skies falling upon them. He said" you wouldn't do it" an yet she proved him wrong. Walking soo carefully, trying not to let the rocks outside her window make noise, she succeded an snuck out. They met at the arrows. She plannned to tell him how she felt. An so she did. "Your crazy u knw" he said when they met eachother. But all she could think of was how much she wanted him to grab ahold of her hand. To kiss her. To show some sort of sign. That he cared. As they walked past cars an houses an ppl so fast asleep. It seemed they were the only ones alive. she finally got the guts to say" you knw I like you, am sure u do. I make things very obvious so you must have a clue" . They had dated in the past, not for long but it seemed not to wrk out. She had no time an at that point he was gettin over a past love. It was quiet for sometime when he finally replied. " am srry I don't feel the same"........ tears were soo loging to drip, their was a knot in her throat her hands shook a lil too.she couldn't possibly let him knw though. she kept it so hidden inside as if it didn't matter.." its ok" she said, "I understand". It was the biggest lie she had ever made up. Of course it wasn't okey. She hurt she burned she was soo cold. It was NOT ok. How could she possibly expect an " I like you too lets try". All hope was lost. She knew. She knew... this was comin....But something drove her to spill it out either way. How had it started? How could she possibly fallen for her now friend. They says sometimes you miss what has always been there. An she realized maybe it was too late. As he expalined why it couldn't be. The night seemed to be gettin colder an colder each step. They stopped at the corner they had met an he slowly lowered an sat in the pavement. She followed an there they were. Her eyes wanted to stare into his but she knew if she did they would reveal the sadness she felt. Her face buried in the dirt. They talked an he explained how theres someone else. The words were like knives rippin her heart, but she remained quiet an nodded her head. And he spoke" ur amzing, ull find someone else, ill always be here for you no matter what. Ill always have ur back".but she didn't want that. She wanted him. An yet his gentle an caring words made her see what an amzing person he was. More then she had ever though. Suddenly she felt his armed wraped around her. Never had she felt more safe an secure. While thoughs of "why can't he like me , am I not prtty enough, am I too loud, wat does she have that I don't?" consumed her mind. He seemed to put them at ease. Everything turned off. their bodies so close an yet soo far apart. " am soo glad I met you, friends til the end, I understand and you can't force something that is just not right" she understood. Or so she said. As the moon lit their faces an stars shined their paths. They stood up. They had to say goodbye. They walked back to the arrows were it had all begun. An finally she had the strenght to look into those eyes. standing up an ready to say good bye. She stared deeply into him. Onelast kiss. They leaned close so close..... an their lips met. The most beautiful kiss she had ever experienced. Under the moonlight, the stars, seemed like out of a movie an yet so real. Never wantin that moment to end. Her hands in his hair.... his on her waist. Their tongues met.soft wet bittersweet kisses . Like everything good, it had to come to an end. They ripped apart an said goodnite. As they had one last hug she realized what an amazing relationship could've been. They walked their separate ways and on the way home tears poured out like never before. They seemed to last forever an she didn't knw if they were beacuse of the lost love she soo longed to have with him or the amazing friendship that had just started between them. <33
My loserrrr. You'll always have a friend in me! :]
An now that the wounds have finally healed don't stop inspiring me.
I realize how lucky I am to have met a person like u! Thnx homie!
An through you I met amzing friends as well! :]
" No existe el amor, sino pruebas de amor, y la prueba de amor aquel que amamos es dejarlo vivir libremente"
