Im still in love with you

I know it seems unlikely
I know it cant be true
Im still very young
But I think Im in love with you

We went through so much
Do you even remember?
The good and bad times
They started late in September

I try so hard
To forget what we had
Tell me the truth
Was it really that bad?

I think back to our kiss
I wished the moment lasted forever
It felt like heaven
But if only we had stayed together

Baby I love you
This isnt a lie
I dont deserve you
But I cant seem to say goodbye

I need to forget
The memory of your face
And everything else
That no other can ever replace

Did you actually believe me
When I said I was fine too
How can you not see?
Im still madly in love with you!

What do I do
When all I feel is pain
Whats the point of living
When theres nothing left to gain?

Im sorry for everything
I was so stupid
I didnt believe you
Was it all because of cupid?

I loved you so much
And I still do
Help me deal with this pain
Say you still love me too

Baby I miss you
I want you back
I need you in my life
Its you that I lack

How could this happen?
Things were going so well
It was only yesterday
Its on these memories that I dwell

Im sorry I hurt you
I love you so much
I miss you
And your soft touch

You try so hard
To make people love you
But pay no attention
To the ones that already do

What do I do?
I cant let you go
I cant give you up
This I know

Theres nothing I wouldnt do
But I dont want to go that low
I love you
And I refuse to let you go!

Dont try to tell me
Your love wasnt real
I saw it in your eyes
This is a big deal!

I love you so much
Do you even care?
I need you in my life
You let my heart tear

Im sorry I did that
But I need to know
Is there anything between us
Before I let you go

The kiss wasnt pleasant
Im sure youd agree
Just tell me you love me
Or set my heart free

I had no intention
Of letting you go
There are just some things
I thought you should know

I feel so much
I cant explain
Is this real?
Or am I in vain?

I know you dont love me
But I still do
I want to tell you
And say I still love you

How did this happen?
I thought we were fine
I guess I was wrong
You had to draw the line

I was so happy
I think you were too
I wished it would last forever
These moments I spent with you

I dont know if youve noticed
These tears are for you
If only you loved me
Half as much as I love you

12/03/06