Life To Live

Have you ever wandered if you made the right decision in life. Did I go astray, did I get lost somewhere in the confusion? Encircling thoughts race through the mind. Continuously balancing on dreams and reality. Never knowing where to turn, what choice to make. I stand in solitude with only myself to mirror the results of what decision I make. Some where down the line importance was lost. Stolen in a sense by everyone who has ever been there and trusted, only to be a ghost at my back when I return. Leaving me with only regret and scars. For if only one could for see what lies ahead and the turmoils we must endure throughout the journey of life. I do not know any other way but the one I was taught. For if the lessons were right I have empassed nothing but wrongs. In knowing my truths I only search for faults. The only downfall on my emotions is why must the travels seem so turbulent. With only a desire for the things I never seem to get, I mold myself into shape in hopes I will fit what is wanted. Every reflection I dare see every thought that surpasses I must evaluate the life I live and the person I choose to be. One day I pray to find the life I am meant to live, the happiness I am suppose to have, and the memories I am suppose to make. Until then, I sit dead on the water. For when the breath of life will catch my sails I should be ready. Till the time passes, I will be hoping, praying, waiting for that life to live........

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