I GOT TO GO

I am in my room
thinking of you
thinking of what would happen
If you only knew...

I think about you always
but I think I'm over you
I know you're just a friend
atleast I think this is true

It gets hard
to say what I need to say
I just can't do it
there's no other way

I need to forget
all that I felt
although it left a scar
and you made me melt

you were a *****
no dought about that
I thought, or I knew,
that you were nothing but a rat

It's better now
now that we are just friends
I'll forgive you later though
when my heart finally mends

we will talk later
for now I need to ignore
before you hurt my heart
any further more

I'm nearly crying now
It's getting harder
to wright this down
although it's just a starter

I need to close this
before it's too late
to talk to you again
I guess I just have to wait

so this is not a goodbye,
but a simple, "got to go",
but when I finally except it,
I'll pop up and say hello