The morning sky is different
the breakfast i attempt
on my own is different
the house so full
yet empty with out you eyes
the eyes that fill even the deepest empty souls with hope
the fact you are gone has set in
but wont go away
i feel as if every thing i do
is inset for you like your here
i can touch you clothes
i can smell the air you left holding your scent
when i walk into your room
i walk in into your life
the past
not as if i feel very surrounded
right now
but it is better that nothing
i haven't eaten in days
my eyes ache
if i stop crying i don't care about you
but if she heres my sobs she will die too
maybe it would be better
if every one was gone
but still your face fades
i can barely remember
the lives you saved
i miss everything
how it used to be
now it is all different
who stole you from my perfect lie
that was my life
i try to wake her
but she
she
will not wake
