When selfishness takes it all

If sorry was enough to solve the problem then i would say it...
but it isn't...
i'd like to tell myself that it's okay...things will all be alrite...
tomorrow's gonna be great...
but when i look deep down at everyone's hidden lies
the only thing i can ever find is the disappointments
the only thing i can ever silently hear is the hopes and wishes that i missed..
sometimes i would sit for hours on the couch..
waiting for time to turn back..
sometimes i even wish to the stars
telling each and everyone of them to give me a chance..
hoping they'd help me..
find the me that was lost inside
just hoping they'd help me
and tell me what wrong with my mind