Lost family

I grew up with my brothers always at my side
but the distance between us has become too wide
with the three of them my world makes no sense
not able to love anyone, my heart puts up a fence

james- excited for first grade
all dressed up and lookin fly
now hes behind bars
oh how time goes by
in love with a stripper
who mothers his three year old
not the average family
not the average story told

ricky- wearing a raccoon hat
next week with pink striped hair
for the first 14 years
was very confused what to wear
he went through stages
a very confused young teen
strived for attention
depressed, sad and mean
now hes working at a large Chevy dealer
making mad bread
but no wife to be found
no money can relplace his desire to be wed

dougy- a love for the outdoors
and painting rocks
going bike riding
and on nature walks
now his girlfriend has one on the way
at old 18 years
shes 6 weeks pregnant
and has cried 6 million tears

we're not the brady bunch
but happy non the less
living seperate lives
putting love to the test

theres a place in my heart
for each of the three
the ever dying love for my brothers
is a reflection of me

the last time we were all together
is now 3 years gone
living our seperate lives
couldn't break our bond
my life may be empty right now
without all my brothers with me
but someday we will reuinte
the Belmosto-Gauthier family