Your Goodness Died

So you've broken all of the promises you've made,
And burned the paths that we have laid...

Some days are good when you never cross my mind,
Some days I just can't seem to leave you behind...

You live in my dreams as if it's your home,
But every time I see you, I feel more alone...

And I'm always waiting for you to call,
It kills me when I don't hear from you at all!

You told me you're not abandoning me,
But I guess it's a lie you told promisingly...

You lately have hit my memory like a freight train,
And it's seriously slowly driving me insane!

I don't want you to be on my mind!
Your memory I need to leave behind!

It makes me so sick to think of you,
All of the belief you put me through...

You took all of that away from me,
You made me happy but couldn't let that be...

You shut me out and left me all alone,
You left me to do this all on my own...

So don't make me believe your all good inside,
Because that goodness you ONCE had died...